back in SC

Mon, 21 May 2007 14:08:59 GMT

Well, here i am back in South Carolina.. and although I've only been here for two days, the drama has unfolded. I keep my mouth shut, but my god I'm thoroughly pissed. I dont want to go all into the details just now or I'll just put myself in a bad mood again.. but the ..female.. my boyfriend and i were living with has kicked us out, over her own wrongdoings.. so now were staying with my boyfriends mother..which will probably be better, because were in myrtle beach and closer to an acutal town, and shes got the internet which is a huge step up from where we were before.. but anyways i have to cut this short because i suddenly feel like poo. <3 will update later.

Fri, 18 May 2007 18:57:47 GMT

So I havent been in any kind of mood to write a signifigant journal entry.. hormones maybe? Most likely because I really havent been in any kind of mood to deal with the outside world at all. I am a nice person, I'm never rude, and I bite my tounge alot.. not recently. I completely SNAPPED the other day in line at "tastee zone" waiting on my icecream/snowball creation. The woman in front of me was a complete moron but I was sooo out of line. I feel bad for the girl working.. because instead of telling this girl what she wanted all at once she kept adding things on everytime the girl ran back to the window thinking it was all over. Im not even going to say what I said because ill just look like a complete asshole. But anyhow, I like being pregnant for the most part. It's overwhelmingly exciting. But on another note starting a journal might be just stupid.. I dont have a computer where I live but i highly miss it so i guess ill have to find the nearest library. Im going to myrtle beach when I get back in SC with my loverboy <33 (miss him so much *sniffle*) so maybe as soon as i get back ill have to find a library.. ok, I PROMISE MYSELF I WILL. I need the internet, so badly.. its like.. a getaway.. and I'm used to being in stressful situations but these days I just dont have the patients to deal, and I'm turning into a real bitch. Maybe I'll use this to my advantage: "Baby, you need to get me to the library so I can wind down in the e-world and maybe just maybe I wont jump into you shit tonight for no particular reason whatsoever." That just might work. I'll give it a try. Well, im already tired of writing this.. so until next time.. stay classy LJers.

*edit* OH AND LOOK AT MY BELLY
only 14 weeks.. scary

i wonder if the fact that im showing now will mean that ill be HUGE when its all coming to an end..
i see women that at full term look about 6 months prego.. and then ive seen women who look like they are carrying a two year old in there... hmm who knows.

Baby Fever

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